Month: July 2015

Music.

It seems like there’s so many shows coming up so fast. I cannot wait for Mad Decent Block Party in three weeks! That’s going to fucking own! Brick + Mortar on 08/14, The World Is A Beautiful Place & I Am No Longer Afraid To Die on 08/15, RKVC and Minshara on 08/21, Luke Wade on 08/27, Work Drugs on 08/28, Good Old War on 09/20, Purity Ring on 09/21, Built To Spill on 09/22, The Mynabirds on 09/23, Dewey Beach Music Conference on 09/24-09/27, Father John Misty on 09/28, Flux Pavilion on 10/04, Zedd and Dillion Francis 10/09, mewithoutYou on 10/23 & 10/24, MisterWives on 11/04, Django Django on 11/06, and Vacationer on 11/28.

True.

Wanting someone and not being able to have them is probably one of the worst feelings in the world. I don’t know how the fuck to get over this. This is worse than I ever could’ve imagined. I thought I was over this. 

But not being friends would be worse I think. 

He’s so beautiful, sexy, talented, and charismatic. Fuckle. 

Six weeks.

I have four of THE BEST best friends in the world. What an amazing weekend it was. We missed you, Ashley!

We learned a lot about each other this weekend as friends I think. We don’t all get to see each other in person as much as we would regularly like to, so it was wonderful having a weekend to spend quality time together. We learned a lot about each other’s lives. What makes each other tick and tock. We support and love one another unconditionally. We are there for each other through the tough and rough. I love you both, H & C. xo

My friend and I have a health goal set in motion beginning tomorrow. We are determined and focused. We have a plan, a vision. This is going to be one hell of a six week period! 😜

Complications.

Psychology and people fascinate me. Personalities and the way people act and behave the way they do intrigue me. Why are some people the way that they are? I suppose it comes from past experiences, positive or negative in nature, and how we react those experiences shapes who we are as individuals.

So why are you the way you are? Why have walls up? As a defense mechanism? People like myself who are truly interested in getting to know you better, the real you, you won’t give the time of day. The people who you give you the time of day end up hurting you in the end hence the walls.

You won’t read this. But I wish you’d give me a chance.

Your soulmate could be sitting next to you eating tacos.